..:: A Dreamer Who Never Sleeps ::...

..::loving someone::..

2005-03-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

``i picked this up somewhere in my e-mail.. ^^ read on.. ^^
``Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man who loves you more.
``The best lovers are those who are capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow the other person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deepwithin your being. To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own HAPPINESS without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all fears, bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart.
``Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let you grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may have found peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today.
``There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon become a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just friendship, or the feelings he might have for u is just too far from how you love him. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves.
``You don't have to be bitter on love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well.
``Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. Cry, if you have to, but make it sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.
``"When you lose someone... and you think you were the one who loved most, between the two of you... he lost more. For someday you can love someone the way that you loved him...But he will never be loved again the way that you did."

..::be like that::..

2005-03-04T19:12:00.000+08:00

be like that - three doors down ^^ (one of my favorite songs of all time hehe!)

he spends his nights in california

watching the stars on the big screen

then he lies awake and he wonders

why can’t that be me

cause in his life he is filled with all these good intention

she’s left a lot of thing

she’d rather not mention right now

but just before he says goodnight

he looks up with a little smile at me

and he says

if i could be like that

i would give anything just to live one day

in this shoes

i could be like that

what would i do

now and dreams we run

she spends her days up in the north park

watching the people as they pass

and all she wants is just a little piece of this dream

is that too much to ask

with a safe home

and a warm bed

on a quiet little street

all she wants is just that something to hold on to

that’s all she needs yeah!

if i could be like that

i would give anything just to live one day

in this shoes

i could be like that

what would i do

i’m falling into this sweet dreams

we run away

if I could be like that

i would give anything just to live one day

in those shoes

if i could be like that

what would i do

what would i do
if i could be like that

i would give anything just to live one day

in those shoes

if i could be like that

what would i do..

..::you belong to me::..

2005-01-09T10:22:00.000+08:00

``you belong to me - jason wade (of lifehouse... one of my favorites ^^)

see the pyramids around the Nile
watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
just remember darling all the while -
you belong to me

see the marketplace in old Angier
send me photographs and souvenirs
just remember when a dream appears -
you belong to me

and i'll be so alone without you
maybe you'll be lonesome too

fly the ocean in a silver plane
see the jungle when it's wet with rain
just remember till you're home again -
you belong to me

oh i'll be so alone without you
maybe you'll be lonesome too

fly the ocean in a silver plane
see the jungle when it's wet with rain
just remember till you're home again -
you belong to me ^^ (yep, you do..)

..::anagram::..

2005-01-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

``anagram - a word, which when its letters are rearranged, becomes another word.
``i really am a sucker for word games.. scrabble.. buggle.. crossword puzzles.. i used to stay online for hours playing word-war.. it's a mirc word game wherein you have to answer questions like unscrambling letters to form words.. forming smaller words out of a long word... etc.. ^^ since i am not in the mood to write things about my life today.. i'll be sharing some anagrams i've found locked somewhere..^^ hehe!
``DORMITORY: when you rearrange the letters -->DIRTY ROOM
``PRESBYTERIAN: when you rearrange the letters -->BEST IN PRAYER
``DESPERATION: when you rearrange the letters -->A ROPE ENDS IT
``GEORGE BUSH: when you rearrange the letters -->HE BUGS GORE
``THE MORSE CODE: when you rearrange the letters -->HERE COME DOTS
``SLOT MACHINES: when you rearrange the letters -->CASH LOST IN ME
``ANIMOSITY: when you rearrange the letters -->IS NO AMITY
``MOTHER-IN-LAW: when you rearrange the letters -->WOMAN HITLER
``SNOOZE ALARMS: when you rearrange the letters -->ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S
``A DECIMAL POINT: when you rearrange the letters -->I'M A DOT IN PLACE
``THE EARTHQUAKES: when you rearrange the letters -->THAT QUEER SHAKE
``ELEVEN PLUS TWO: when you rearrange the letters -->TWELVE PLUS ONE
``PRESIDENT CLINTON OF THE USA: when you rearrange the letters -->TO COPULATE HE FINDS INTERNS ^^
``oh.. and the last anagram...?
``KATHERINE TAN: when you rearrange the letters --> HEART TAKEN IN ^^

..::the gift::..

2005-01-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

the gift - jim brickman (my all time favorite videoke piece.. ^^ wahahaha! sing along.. ^^)

winter snow is falling down
children laughing all around
lights are turning on
like a fairy tale come true.

sitting by the fire we made
you're the answer when i prayed
i would find someone
and baby i found you.

all i want is to hold you forever
all i need is you more every day
you saved my heart
from being broken apart
you gave your love away
and i'm thankful every day
for the gift.

watching as you softly sleep
what i'd give if i could keep
just this moment
if only time stood still.

but the colors fade away
and the years will make us grey
but baby in my eyes
you'll still be beautiful.

all i want is to hold you forever
all i need is you more every day
you saved my heart
from being broken apart
you gave your love away
and i'm thankful every day
for the gift.

(instrumental)

all i want is to hold you forever
all i need is you more every day
you saved my heart
from being broken apart
you gave your love away
i can't find the words to say
that i'm thankful every day
for the gift.

..::til i hear it from you::..

2004-12-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

til i hear it from you - gin blossoms (sing along.. again ^^)

i didn't ask
they shouldn't have told me
at first i'd laugh, but now
it's sinking in fast
whatever they've sold me
well baby i don't want to take advice from fools
i'll just figure everything is cool
until i hear it from you

it gets hard
the memory's faded
who gets what they say
it's likely they're just jealous and jaded
well maybe i don't want to take advice from fools
i'll just figure everything is cool
until i hear it from you
until i hear it from you

i can't let it get me off
or break up my train of thought
as far as i know, nothing's wrong
until I hear it from you

still thinking about not living without it
outside looking in
til we're talking about it, not stepping around it
maybe i don't want to take advice from fools
i'll just figure everything is cool
until i hear it from you...

..::when i see you smile::..

2004-12-29T01:26:00.000+08:00

when i see you smile - bad english (sing along.. ^^ hehe)

sometimes i wonder
how i'd ever make it through,
through this world without having you
i just wouldn't have a clue
'cause sometimes it seems
like this world's closing in on me,
and there's no way of breaking free
and then i see you reach for me
sometimes i wanna give up
i wanna give in,
i wanna quit the fight
and then i see you, baby
and everything's alright,
everything's alright

when i see you smile
i can face the world, oh oh,
you know i can do anything
when i see you smile i see a ray of light, oh oh,
i see it shining right through the rain
when i see you smile
oh yeah, baby when i see you smile at me

baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
what a touch of your hand can do
it's like nothing that i ever knew
and when the rain is falling i don't feel it,
'cause you're here with me now
and one look at you baby
is all i'll ever need, you're all i'll ever need

chorus

sometimes i wanna give up i wanna give in,
i wanna quit the fight
and then i see you baby
and everything's alright,
everything's alright

so right...^^